Love is the Best Gift

My Heart-shaped Diamond

“What do you want for Valentine’s Day?” asked my boyfriend on Saturday, February 12, 1994. What could I say? I couldn’t ask him for the one present I wanted most. We had been discussing marriage in “some day” terms for several months and I was convinced that Valentine’s Day was going to be the day he proposed. Now it seemed I was wrong.

Valentine’s Day was a difficult proposition for us this year anyway. Warren was working nights and I was working in the daytime. Because the fourteenth fell on a Monday, we would both be working and unable to spend the day together, so we celebrated early.

We spent the afternoon window-shopping and Warren offered to buy me a copy of one of those Bridal magazines.

By that time, I was disappointed and frustrated enough to reply, “I wanted a real present, not some dumb magazine.”

Despite my childish behavior, Warren went out of his way to make dinner a special event. We had lobster and champagne at a wonderful restaurant. As good as the food, the ambiance, and the company were, my mood only improved marginally.

Every time I tried to turn the conversation toward our relationship, he changed the subject. Our day ended with a romantic movie that Warren couldn’t seem to sit still and watch. He spent as much time in the lobby as he did holding my hand.

By the time the movie was over, it was nearly midnight. I dozed off on the trip home, only to wake up in Warren’s mother’s driveway. By this time, it was almost one in the morning of February 13th. I could see that Warren was tired too, so I didn’t understand why he insisted that I had to show his mother how to use a video camera.

He told me that she wanted to make a tape of some property she was selling. It wasn’t until afterwards that I remembered that Warren knows how to use a video camera just as well as I do.

If you watch the tape, you can see that I’m not in a good mood. That’s putting it mildly. You can see that I’m fuming. Frankly, if I were Warren, I would have started looking for another girlfriend. Instead, he sat next to me and made one of the most romantic speeches I’ve ever heard.

“I might not be the richest man in the world, or the handsomest, but you would make me the happiest man in the world, and the luckiest if…”

At this point, he got down on one knee and pulled a ring box out of his pocket. “If you answer yes to the question, will you marry me?”

Of course, I started to say, “Yes,” right away.

Warren gently placed a finger on my lips and said, “Wait. I wanted to propose on Valentine’s Day, but we both have to work. Now, if you don’t care, if you don’t want to be able to say we got engaged on Valentine’s Day, go ahead and say yes.

“On the other hand, if you wait to give me the official answer until Monday, then we can honestly say that we were officially engaged on Valentine’s Day.”

I agreed, of course. What woman wouldn’t want to be able to say she got engaged on Valentine’s Day?

Warren told me afterwards that the video tape was proof for our children that he actually got down on one knee to propose.

We were married six months later. This year we will celebrate our twenty-eighth wedding anniversary.

On Valentine’s Day of 2002, we watched the tape with Matthew, who was five-years old back then. I don’t think he completely understood the significance of his father’s speech, but he certainly understood the part about “Mommy’s kissing Daddy!”

Why Make Paper To Do Lists? Because Writing Helps You Remember

I am neither a romantic or a technophobe. Studies have shown that when you write something down on paper, you are more likely to remember it. Until about 25 days ago, I was keeping my to do list on the computer. It seemed to make sense because I could share the same information to my iPhone, iPad, and laptop as well.

As a programmer, I have repeatedly approached the problem with web apps, desktop apps, you name it if it was appropriate, I tried it. I also downloaded multiple to do list apps for inspiration and to try to jump over the planning directly to success. But none of them satisfied me.

What made matters worse was that it’s way too easy to blow off an app. Even if the app runs automatically, it’s simple enough to dismiss it because “I’m too busy right now” and then never go back.

But there’s a bigger issue here as well and I’ve seen the research to back it up. When you write something with a pen on paper, it is actually easier to remember. Let me say that again. Writing with a pen on a piece of paper is easier to remember than typing on a computer or tapping on a phone or tablet.

Making To Do Lists on Paper

Every morning, when I sit down at my computer, I open the notebook next to my computer and write the date at the top of the page. Then I take a minute or two to make a list of the things I want to accomplish. Some things are always on my list, like taking my pills or checking eMail.

The list serves two purposes. It reminds me to do things and it also shows me the things I’ve done. When I complete a task, I ad a check next to the item. It may seem silly to list things I do every day. Shouldn’t I be able to remember them by now? Yes, normally I do remember. What listing those items does is show me that I did them.

Writing a To Do list on paper
Listing your tasks on paper, courtesy of Unsplash.

This whole practice started because of the coming together of two separate things. The first was the repeated question “Did I take my pills today?” and this article: “Why You Learn More Effectively by Writing Than by Typing” on Lifehacker.

Writing on Paper has Other Benefits

According to “Why Using Pen And Paper, Not Laptops, Boosts Memory: Writing Notes Helps Recall Concepts, Ability To Understand“, published at Medical Daily, describes an experiment where a group of students watch the same lecture. Each student was encouraged to use whatever method they normally use to take notes. Students were tested an hour after the lecture and again a week later.

“Even after a week of review, the students who took notes in longhand were found to do significantly better than the other students in the experiment, including the fleet typists — those who transcribed the lectures.”

Why Using Pen And Paper, Not Laptops, Boosts Memory: Writing Notes Helps Recall Concepts, Ability To Understand

We constantly hear that “handwriting is a thing of the past” but maybe it shouldn’t be. Studies have shown that students should take notes by hand rather than typing because it helps the learning process. The best of both worlds would be to write your notes by hand and then transcribe them into the computer when you’re done. Now you’ve got the portability of a computer file based on the learnability of handwritten notes.

Whatever you do, make the most of writing with a pen on paper.

Love in the Time of COVID-19

Woman's hand holding a phone

I would not want to be looking for a relationship right now. It’s difficult enough in normal times. It’s significantly harder to look for a significant other in this time of social distancing.

Online dating is probably a good way to start but it can be embarrassing too. I had a strange interaction yesterday that will show you what I mean.

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New York State of Health, Affinity Healthcare, and My Health

I’ve written several posts about my problems with New York State of Health and Affinity Health Plan. Today I want to write what I hope will be the last entry in this miserable saga. In a nutshell, I lost my health insurance at the beginning of this year. Whether the fault lies with Affinity or with New York State of Health, my health insurance policy was canceled. The problem is that, once it was canceled, it took six months to get it reinstated.

Yes, you saw that correctly, it took SIX MONTHS!

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Whatever a Spider Can

I came across this little story when I was looking for something else. It was originally submitted to a contest (which it clearly didn’t win!) so I thought I’d share it here. This is not fiction! It actually happened.

My son, Matthew, loves superheroes. Even now, when he is almost twenty, he is crazy about the heroes of both the Marvel and DC universes. Fortunately, Matt still loves this story and sees the humor in it, even now that he is a grown-up or I couldn’t tell it to you. I guess the subtitle should be, “Matt and his (short) Web Swinging Career.

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Follow-up Why New York State of Health is STILL an Epic Fail

I posted the other day about how my healthcare was completely messed up. I added a couple of updates to that post, but I thought it might be easier to add a new post. To re-cap:

I received a call from the New York State of Health telling me that I hadn’t renewed yet. I won’t go into all of the details (my other post Why New York State of Health is an Epic Fail for the long version.) Following all of the problems, I received a bill from Affinity and paid for January and February. They told me that I had to  make sure that New York State of Health knew that I had coverage.

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